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THE TRUTH OR FEAR IN LETTING SOMEONE IN??


GOT GRAPES???



AUDI: "Your Move BMW"
BMW: "CHECK MATE" aka "Biiiiitch Please"... this is genius!


Tragically sad but too cute not to post... Sometimes once you've taken it, you'll kinda always have a piece you'll never be able to give back...


Put your SOUL back on... YOU'RE PATHETIC.. smooches!!


A-M-E-N


Things happen for a reason and I really am (this time) opening my eyes to the reality of these lessons GOD is trying to tell me... When I truly realize something and I make the decision to make a change (coz realistically, come on now its getting old) that I will stick to, I tend to put a HUGE WALL up around me. I become slightly anti-social only because I want to make sure that I am making the right decision all on my own. I've found thru the years that when faced with a problem I always went to my friends for advice... but that always just made things more confusing for me. NOT THAT IM NOT GRATEFUL FOR ALL THE ADVICE I DID GET...COZ I WAS/AM. Buuuut I always will do what I was originally going to do, so why confuse myself more with OTHER PEOPLE'S perceptions/views of MY PROBLEMS??!

Some situations boggle my mind but its not my business to try and understand them. Fuck, why do I always try to make sense of everything when its not even my problem to get?? Its a trait that I would gladly get rid of... Anyways. Things bother me and I've tried to convince myself that it shouldn't coz I dont see myself going "there". Only coz there is soooooo much baggage leftover on both sides. And as much as I love leftovers, not in this context. It was just doomed to fail from the beginning, so it is what it is??? Not anymore, for me at least. I am going to extricate myself from it, but the twist to something like this is that I dont NOT have any less love. If anything I have even more love... for them and most importantly for MYSELF. Everyone's happiness is important to me. Esp mines. Selfish? Abso-fucking-lutely. THAT is what it is.

I would like to put it all in the past, sweep it under the rug and focus on all the GOOD we bring out in eachother. I dont think anything will truly ever be the same but that's what is beautiful about it... the growth & pain etched into OUR history that will also pave the way for OUR future. I love you, goodbye.