Re-Discovering...

I remember when I was little I L-O-V-E-D to draw... Im no expert now nor was I back then, but I did love it... coloring books-doodling-spyrolgraphs etc... I miss that urge. Was my desire driven by my tender young age and relentless mission to learn everything that was colorful??? Probably.Sad Face. Jump ahead to my early teenage years FULL OF ANGST and heartbreak (ty tmello my 1st true love). I had notebooks filled with journal entries, and collages spanning almost the entire length of my bedroom door full of magazine clippings of pictures, words, phrases that "caught" my attention. I kinda wish I never thew those collages away. Come to think of it, they were pretty fucking awesome and I had spent so much time browsing, cutting, pasting, making sense of it all!! I probably threw them out in my steps to "getting over him".. outta sight outta mind kinda thing. And plus I was like 14-17 years old and being EXTRA dramatic. LOL!! Anyways... how does one lose something so remarkable (speaking in terms of my desire and abiltiy to be creative not my teenage dramatics), and is it possible to re-discover it?? I guess my need to be curious and my current standing of wanting to be more CREATIVE, I went to a friends blog page and saw creds to a website more than several times that made me wonder - "What's the dealio?". I understand now..."FFFound" is awesomeness. Im testing the waters... I saw some stuff I really connected with coz its how Im feeling nowadays... wish I could feel... hope to feel... you catch my drift. Enjoy. Yay I've got creative juices astirring... who woulda thought?! Apparently I like WORDS. HA! Lets see where GOD takes me.

GROW.TAKE CHANCES.BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF.



ONE DAY I'LL SEE YOU SOON


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