So what's gone down? A lot. So the last I blogged it was the day before opening night of Graffiti. It was a great run!! I had a blast all 5 shows - well except Saturday's matinee show, but we wont talk about that! We partied EVERY SINGLE NIGHT after every freaking show like we didnt have another one to do the next day! Crazies.. I LOVE MY TEAM (well most of em anyways) <3!! We (as a team) accomplished A LOT... We sacrificed more but in the end I feel like we all truly gained something very important to each and every one of us. I grew that much more this year. Not to mention I lost a few lbs, coz I was fitting into them jeans that used to fit a lil snugger, weee!! Who needs a gym membership when you've got CSSD?! JK, well sort of! Im hella thankful for it all.
Memorial Day antics...OH MY.. What a night!! hahahaha.. for everyone!! I really do have a love/hate relationship with alcohol. Damn... what a night tho. One of the better HOB nights I've been to in a long while! Its so crazy coz I will look at other peoples pictures and I always end up wondering "what the fuck was I doing that whole time?!!"... At that moment in time I swear so much went down and I did a lot but when I try to recall the night.. I end up feeling like I didnt do shit and I missed out on so much coz I was so inebriated!! lol...
A week later and I was off to NYC for a 5 days. My first trip to THE BIG APPLE. I fell in love.... The energy, the pace, the lights, the food.. everything!! One day I'll live there for a couple of years, I swear! Maybe after the Bay?? Who knows.. so much ahead of me. Funny how I feel this way right now - optimistic and vibrant, but just yesterday I was feeling like I hit a wall & wanted to start over. I still feel that way... Its the Libra in me and my indecisivness. I'll feel both sides of the spectrum. San Diego I love you. But these past 2 years have slowly shown to me that I do need to get a grip and grow the F up and for me to get over "that hurdle" ... All that is just not here for me in SD. I know its somewhere else, deep down I know that if left to stand on nothing but my own two feet, truly ME, MYSELF & I, then what I've been yearning for will finally come. Now lets talk $$ and maybe I'd be there already. Fucking money.. I hate it. Its the only thing stopping me really... I need to get my shit together and straightened out before I make a big move coz if I fall before I do that I wouldn't survive.
Anywho... listening to Binaural Sounds on my iphone (this app is the shit..so relaxing). Looking forward to an eventful weekend =) Onyx/Thin with sister & Jacque tonight to see Wale. I need this... its been a tough work week. Then tomorrow in LA for a Honey Collective Party & of course to celebrate Jazmyne's 30th Bday!! HOLLA!! Cant wait.... according to Sammie, there is nothing but FLY ASS people at these Honey parties... oooh la la =)Here are some key photos of what I've been up to... but if you have a FB you've prolly seen em all!! Til the next time bloggerites, be easy! xoxoxoxo
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