So it has begun... AGAIN..

2009... changes to be made... started this up again... hmm... not too sure if this was such a great idea, but I guess we'll find out. Im at work, sleepy as hell. My tummy is starting to make noises... already thinking bout what route to take home so I can swing by and ... WAIT..

haha.. there's chicken at home.. scratch that. I just hope there's rice, but I highly doubt it.. so another 15 mins of waiting, which I hate doing, but it will be on after that. I hope I can squeeze in a nap before rehearsal... yeeesh. Back to CSSD days of ALWAYS BEING TIRED. I can't complain too much tho... I love love love what I do and there will always be sacrifices you make for the things you LOVE.

SPEAKING OF WHICH... ahh sacrifices and love. So close to Valentines Day.. I guess I can't help but think about it. I don't really have much to say on L-O-V-E these days... to be honest I feel like I've been running from it like the plauge. I've become one of those cliches' that I swore I would never become...

"A girl so scorn that she'd rather run from love and not feel anything than to get hurt again..."

Im fine with where Im at tho... I havent met anyone who's caught my attention in anyway that would prompt me to put forward such an effort... Or its a combination of BOTH being scared and not having met that special person that would "spark" enough in ME to stop running... so its wutevs. I've got other things to worry about than "somebody".. I've done that for sooo long, its time I worry about MYSELF.

tbc..