Fallen Angels

May all those who we lost 8 years ago today R.I.P.

"...as days come, and nights fall, for the rest of our lives we will miss you all.."

Another long night ahead of me... but being the detective and resourceful person that I am.. I found ways to make the time fly by.

You know reflecting on the lives lost in that tragedy (or any tragedy matter of fact) you always start to think "life is too short" - "carpe diem" -
"be thankful for what you have and tell the ones you love the most how much you care"... But no matter what I believe as humans we will always take each other for granted to some degree. Its sad, but I think its true.

Negativity seems to just surround me these days... I try not to let it get to me but sometimes its so overwhelming. I try to be as positive as I can - until you cross me, which usually means you're 86'd in my book. I like giving people second chances, but it just depends on the situation. I just get so confused as to why the abundance of HATERADE??? Especially when some of these people are supposed to be your "friends"??

Friends don't lie to your face. Friends don't talk behind your back. Friends don't NOT support you even if you are doing something they may not agree with. Friends give you constant support and HONEST & POSITIVE feedback - to your face.
Dont get me wrong I am far from being a walking rainbow trying to sprinkle joy all over the world wherever I go... Im just saying, there's no need to always have something BAD to say about something/somebody just because you dont agree with what they are doing/saying/believing... etc. Don't worry too much about what I'm doing. There's just other ways of expressing these feelings.

TO EACH THEIR OWN

THERE IS ONLY ONE SUCCESS - TO BE ABLE TO SPEND YOUR LIFE IN YOUR OWN WAY

Not everything is bad tho ... I have my family. I have my health. I have a job. I can still laugh and smile with the GENUINE people of my life. I just wish I could easily extricate the closemindedness/bitterness/hateration that Im exposed to as easily as I hit the backspace button on this keyboard. Wouldn't that be dandy?? Yea well... at least Im slowly making changes to rectify the "bad stuff". Change is always so hard to swallow. Change is always so hard to start. I need to let a lot of things go. I need to pray...